Kendall Merriam: My Wife Smells Like a Poem


For Phyllis
Here I am old, 80, unstable, faltering
my wife encircles me with her strength
pulls me up
when she does I bury my nose in her pale, white neck
I smell her scent, Poeme
by Lancome of Paris
she is fortunate, she was there a year
with her Army officer father
fresh croissants and wild strawberries
to impress her father
enough for her hand
I enlisted
and courted with transatlantic letters
from Walson and Valley Forge
you see I refused to give my signature away
on a blank piece of paper
beaten and drugged, I didn’t know what to think
how to think
now I can think
sometimes a good poem comes out
impresses a friend, impresses an editor
gets heard, gets published
she helps me, keeping going
and every morning
as she lifts me
that scent, like a poem
lifts my mind and makes me think
that life is worth following
an invisible perfume—Poe’me.
Kendall Merriam, Home, 7/30/2022 10:50 a.m.
Listening to Phyllis typing beside me.